Happy 4 years and 7 months anniversary to my beloved queen of my heart miss Meaghan herself. I love and adore thee beyond all words I could ever create or copy… ” all i really want is you”
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Beneath your broken crown
Is the chosen one
No it’s not me
Rather it one of you
Find your glue
Piece it back together
As if it were possible
Deny the inevitable
Crawl on the ground
Until the sun goes down
Find yourself upright at night
And all alone
Not a soul
At the end of the telephone
No one to write home to
In the end the count was one
Innocent without a mark
A child like presence
Someone take me home
I’m ready to go
If only I could speak and dream
Then you would get what I mean
Take it for granted
It won’t beat you for anymore
I am a woman of many words
The few I choose for my friends
Are bitter and under appreciated
Never recognized
And mostly overlooked
So many of me are angry
Yes I said many can’t you tell
Without you all
I have only my facades
I’ll wait to be important
Anything for a pal
If I forget you it’s just my brain
Always squishy, but never the same
A house divided
Like night and day
Medical something
Dictates my worth
So sayeth the cruel world
Who I knew is a ghost now
Evermore
Way or how
No comfort in the sun
Unconventional burns
Scarring on me
The broken and beyond help
Put her on a hefty shelf
No such thing as a hall of fame
But I dare say I know shame
Quiet rage that wishes me dead
Verdict delivered
One by each so called friend
Destined to die friendless
In the end
Adrian Stewart
5/10/13 (C)
The crown of thorns
Fits so well
Destination anywhere
But here I want out
I love her
I love them
Only allowed to depart
When God allows
Distant relative
Yet it counts
Since we are all related
You won’t mind
If I am jaded
Far too smart
And irritated
With life in general
32 and very forgetful
Easy to please me
Remind my memory
That we are close
I could live forever here
Nevermind the hot
Be careful for the not
And by that I mean freezing
Dark Passions
Shall not lead you everywhere
But definitely somewhere
Sail on a nameless ship
Perhaps then
You’ll get your wish
On the morrow
Be sure not to miss
My farewell
To my world
All of it’s contents
And the soul of the innocent
Finally be granted
A pardon by God
Forgiven by Jesus himself
This should be
Authentic and quick
Faster than the sun
Brighter than the moon
I apologise my minions
Sooner became later
I never promised
One damn person
Finally what’s done is done
Adrian Stewart
5/9/13 │(C)
The way it was
When we first met
Is embedded in my memory
A promise from a newborn
Not to forget
Dear Mama
Is it over yet?
8 years later
I remember you
In all of your glory
A refined loss
Barely made 40
The day we met
Was so long ago
Not at birth
But in my 20’s
I agreed to smoke
So humble to toke
On one of life’s passions
The remedy of 420
Saved me
Not you
Without my Mama
I am barely here
The lady with the boys name
Never the same
Adrian Marie
The day Mom was set free
Be still little one we’re coming
By the grace if all things good
Or evil
Take your pick
Both will reveal
Hatred and healing
Tomorrow is everything bad
About to be real
Dorothy tap your toes
The only one forever knows
Comes long after your last breath
Exposing for everyone
Is my purpose here done ?
I won’t soon forget
Begging God on my knees
Who said he’d listen
Consumed by greed
Both wolves are ravished
Which one do you feed
Demanding or needy
Clutching and clingy
Rest in peace Mama
I hope eternity is great
Continuous dreams to remind me
Not to be late
The next time I dish up my plate
In Jesus name I pray you I find
If only in memory
Then promise me a button for rewind
Adrian Stewart
April 26, 2013(C)
