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Do you wonder why you have to
Feel the things that hurt you?
If there’s a God who loves you
Where is He now?

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the perfect girl is gone

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cuz i see you but i can’t feel you anymore so go away i need you but i can’t need you anymore you hesitate oh we never made it oh you hesitated… you were my fire so i burned now there’s nothing left of me”

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Butter and herb chicken with fresh steamed broccoli with Gouda cheese and accented with artisan cheddar bread!! Go chef Meg !!

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Marinated pork chops with sweet potatoes!!

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I had to face my demon. The dream is very dead. I’m never going to be a mom. I thought it would be easy. Alas I was wrong. Reality in itself is gone. I had heaven in the palm of my hand. But I blew it. I knew it and now. How do I hold on? In the subtle warm embrace. Like a car in a race. I can handle anything, just not this. My desire. My wish will always be to be a mom. No matter how many times. I play the song on repeat. My babies and I were never meant to meet, Not until I burn will I ever feel lesson learned.

Adrian Stewart

March 21, 2014

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Carry me away

Far away to the sea shore

Far away from pain

Adrian Stewart

March 19, 2014

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