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Smoke rings in the dark

Reminds me of them

The ones that created me

In an instant 

There was a spark

Like lightning in her veins

At a distance here I came

Brand new and naked

Proud and forsaken

Lead by the love of God

Only it’s in my dreams

Where twisted comes true

And the dead breathe again

A vision of a Queen

Of her world and her heart

Who would find the spark?

Bright , shiny, and new

Long and cold and dark

Love left a long time ago

When time became frozen

There was no where to begin

I find peace when I see them

These smoke rings in the dark

Right here where I am

I no longer breathe 

Without a spare lung

My eyes are fading too

My dying decree is simple

With them is where I need to be

Begging God please

Put out the spark

Amen~

Adrian Stewart

August 14, 2014 (C)

I’m going to pretend you’re mine 

Like we are frozen in time

Devoted to you always

Forever and a day

You will be my baby 

Finally born to be real

Meg says I’m crazy

It’ll never come true 

I can’t wait to die

I have nothing

No more pride inside 

Look for the smile when I have died

God grants zero

To those with no hero

Sorry I couldn’t make it 

Because I wouldn’t break it 

Grab my hand

Take a squeeze

So that when I let go 

God will be pleased

Another soul without a purpose

It is thy will hide the hurt

Better than nothing

For what it’s worth

(C) Adrian Stewart

July 11, 2014

A Place Without Return

There is no purpose within me

Drowning in my own blood

Haven’t I suffered enough 

Unhappy until I am buried alive

A place without return

I walk to the end

Only it’s dead like me

Blurry at best

Permission in vain

Stare at the stars 

No two are the same

Hold on while I devour your soul

It screams like you what a pity

Vanquished and near the edge

All I ever needed died within

I’ve opened the door now see what I do

I walk to the end

Only it’s dead like me

Blurry at best

Permission in vain

Stare at the stars 

No two are the same

My heart is desolate

My soul begs to be set free

Never going to happen unless you agree to bleed

Regardless my savior was the serpents command

Deceived me by taking my hand

Lead by angels without love in their hearts

I walk to the end

Only it’s dead like me

Blurry at best

Permission in vain

Stare at the stars 

No two are the same

Earth failed me my entire existence

There is a higher up more powerful than I

My sovereign reasoning for letting go

Simply because I am in charge and I say so

Show me mercy make it happen

My last wish is for the keys to the kingdom

Adrian Stewart

August 7, 2014 (C)

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